To Linka:

08-08-2006
when feeling Calm

Graphic designer is my day job.
i do a bit here and there with it and it's the sole satisfaction i get these days for my own artwork. it's a weird balance to separate the art and the work (integrity vs job).

re: Bulgaria... if i continue my trek east (i've been stuck in eastern europe for 8 years and 4 trips) i'd eventually get there.

blogging: i struggle with the blog stuff. i have little intent for anyone to read it. like my 'song of the day' thread. i try to be diverse enough in it and keep it as a daily record. 4 pages will turn into 16 pages easily and i might want to see why and when i wrote something. i'm drawn to capturing that moment in time. that's a reason to write.

i must admit the blogs are the least visited area for me here on SM. i read 3 or 4 religiously (for now) online. typical, pop-culture stuff with a humorous twist. though i've been on SM for awhile now, it's only recent that i've been exposed to a select few individuals that i've developed a rapport. sadly, that is a result of the whittled-down community that once was. but i'm sure it will flourish once again. but i look forward to these diversions and broadening horizons.

As for the closed blog thing: i have a note in email from the fiance i have yet to read.
Sometimes ignorance is bliss...and i wish part on me could ignore the dirty laundry.