We love you, Ally

07-12-2007
in Sheer joy

resurrected form our past. you were the most quiet and demur girl when we met. i remember your purple-blue spiked hair, your nose ring, and your tight lip mouth.

by the end of our time together, you came out (and "came out") of your shell as a very confident woman. your pictures were hot. if only we had the vision, you know? the suicide girls had nothing on those shoots! you were ahead of your time.
it was remarkable to see you change and it saddened us so that you were no longer a part of us. it seemed so strong by those last days and how HOW could we have abandoned that?
i regret not staying in touch and these many years apart.

i still have your sticker left on our window, wishing us well in our uncharted journey.

i stumbled upon your picture online and i tracked you down but the means were… subversive and who knows how receptive you'd be to that. i should've called years ago.

whatever. i found you once again under more favorable conditions. hoping everyday after i reached out that you'd find it.

and you did. you made my day. how it shone!
how could anyone be down around you?!
impossible!

i love you. k_ loves you too, but more than i could…
damn.